slightly left of center thoughts

i was totally beaming last night! somebody of angelic nature told me the words that I’ve been waiting to hear (to read rather). you can’t imagine the feeling =) … it’s like winning first prize in a raffle hehe… every drop of sweat and every frown that creased my forehead was not wasted after all.woohooo! it was worth it. thanks, now im ready for the fight (aja!) …

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Then again, my other (read: pragmatic) side kept me from beaming too much. Ever heard of the saying, "sadder but wiser". it’s more like me - and the rest of the pessimists in the world. we don’t have distorted views of reality, we see things as it should be and not as something that will make us feel better. therefore, instead of celebrating, i thought of readying myself for the next tough challenge. tough life indeed. so, is the glass half-full or half-empty?

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i guess more and more people are watching the korean soap, "Kim Sam Soon." it’s like the Asian Bridget Jones. it’s really fun watching the lead, maybe because i’m beginning to have this premonition that i’ll be an old maid someday. whatever happened to the good-looking, intelligent, funny and sensitive (not to mention, uhm, financially stable) guys in the world?????? or am i just dreaming? there’s no such guy in the world…sniff, better to be alone then…(joke, i take it back)

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now there’s an interesting part in "kim sam soon." in her conversation with cyrus/xyrus, she is wishing that she’s special. do we all have that hidden dream of being special? as in special. well, i do.

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i was surprised when my friend, rizza asked me about my blog. then i read the comment of my friend andy who also read my online diary. im … busted. someone is reading my blog!  well, this is for them. thanks a lot for the encouragements. and good luck to you guys. we are all writers and poets and dreamers in our own private domains. =)

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actually, im writing with no particular inspiration at all…id like to call this ’surfing the creative wave’ (whatever!imbento…) it means that im writing whatever comes to mind. so if again there is someone reading this, please, just bear with me..

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fin. adios! =)

~ by frozenmocha on March 7, 2006.